Title: Changes
of Heart Pt. 3
Author:
CN Winters
Fandom:
Xena Fanfiction, Xena fanfic, Xena fan fiction, Xena and
Gabrielle fanfiction, Xena fiction
Rating: PG
to NC-17
Disclaimers:
These characters aren’t mine. They belong to Mr. Tapert and
Co. I’m just borrowing them to vent. It’s not a happy tale
and it involves two women who once loved each other deeply. If
either of these facts disturb you don’t read this tale. Also
it contains spoilers for the last few eps of season five.
Author
Note: Like most Xena Gab shippers season five was a joke
and the ender, with Xena hitting Gabby in the head with her
chakram was the straw that broke the camel's back. I wrote
this series in response to my anger and the total character assignation
of season five. Enjoy!
Synopsis: Xena
with Herc's help tries to make Ares immortal while Gabrielle
travels with her new 'sidekicks' Eponin and August on the road
to Athens.
Feedback:
Drop me a line at cnwinters71@yahoo.com.
Changes of Heart
Part III
KNOWLEDGE
"Up and over.
Up and over. Again. Up and over."
August released a
deep sigh and let the staff fall to the ground. "I told
you. I don’t want to be a warrior."
Gabrielle released
a sigh of her own and picked up the fallen weapon.
"That’s
good," she said as she tossed it back to her student.
"But this training isn’t about war. It’s about
self-reliance and protection. If you’re gonna be living in a
big city like Athens, you better damn well know how to protect
yourself."
"Aren’t you
the one who said to run away if trouble comes?" August
questioned.
"Yes,"
the bard answered. "But there might be a time when you
have to stand and fight. If that time comes, it’s better to
be prepared."
"Okaaay,"
August groaned and rolled her eyes.
Impulsive,
stupid kid. Come on breath Gabrielle. Take it easy.
"August,"
Gabrielle said in the most even voice she could muster,
"why don’t we take a break from this huh? Go see if you
can work on your fishing skills and get us some lunch,
okay?"
August grumbled as
she went to the fishing poles.
"Yet another
skill I don’t need – fishing. There are tons of inns and
taverns in Athens."
Gabrielle heard the
comment, but let it go. Sure, there are lots of place to eat,
but lots of places want money and if money is short you have
to make due.
"Oh boy,"
Gabrielle sighed as she made her way over to Eponin who was
trying to hold back a chuckle. She plopped down next to Eponin
with a soft thud. She was already exhausted from today’s
lessons - not a physical tired, but an emotional and
intellectual tired. For every reason Gabrielle gave in their
discussions, August had a counter point.
"She’s a
head strong kid," Eponin remarked. "Not unlike a
certain amazon princess once upon a time."
"You must be
thinking of some OTHER amazon princess because it certainly
couldn’t be me that you’re making the comparison to."
Gabrielle grinned.
"Ohhh noooo,"
Eponin teased.
Gabrielle
considered for a moment. "Was I really like THIS?"
she asked, waving a hand toward August who was now at the
riverbank, casting off.
"Like her? No.
You were a different kind of head strong," Eponin
answered.
"Meaning?"
"Meaning you
had ideals, but you didn’t narrow yourself into a corner.
August is very used to village life. I think she’s going to
have difficulty adjusting, but who knows. A few more weeks
with us, a small scuffle to see how dangerous life really is...
it might be enough to turn her around."
Gabby watched the
young woman as Eponin spoke.
"You do
realize she’s in love with you, don’t you?" Eponin
remarked.
"Yeah, I
realize."
Now or never. "You
do realize that I’m in love with you, don’t you?"
Eponin could feel
herself swallow hard. There - I said it. Gabrielle gave
a crooked grin, but continued to watch the young woman in
front of her.
"Yeah, I
realize."
Eponin played with
one of the sais that Gabby gave her to hold onto during the
staff sparing session with August. The longer the silence
lasted, the heavier it felt in her grasp.
"So tell me
the truth," Eponin asked when Gabrielle didn’t add
more. "After all these weeks on the road so far... do you
think it’s possible for a lovely, young lady like yourself
to fall for an aging ex-amazon with graying hair?"
Gabrielle turned to
face her companion, hoping to choose the right words.
"It’s me."
"Here it
comes," Eponin sighed.
"Really,
that's not some throw-away line. I’m not ready to move on...
but if I were, then, yes, I’d say it’s quite
possible."
"Well, I’ll
tell you what?" Eponin said cheery, rising to her knees
to face Gabrielle.
"What?"
Gabrielle smiled warmly.
Eponin closed the
distance between them to where they were mere inches apart and
her voice took on a deeper, more serious tone. "I’ll
stick it out my queen and when you’re ready... I’m all
yours."
Eponin closed the
distance and proceeded to leave a slow burning kiss on
Gabrielle’s lips. Gabrielle for her part felt herself
sinking into the kiss. Oh my! How long’s it been since I’ve
been kissed like this? Don’t worry. Just enjoy. Her eyes
closed and she could feel her temperature go up a notch. When
she felt Eponin pull away, she opened her eyes to see her
friend smiling at her.
"Eponin-."
"Shh,"
the ex-amazon said placing a soft finger against her lips.
"Whatever argument you’re going to give, please don’t."
Gabrielle complied and with that Eponin rose to her feet and
dusted herself off. "I’m gonna help the young one with
lunch. Why don’t you get a fire started?"
Gabrielle could
only nod and soon she watched Eponin walk over to August to
give her a few pointers before she mindlessly began picking up
sticks.
Oh boy. Oh boy.
Oh boy. Come on Gabrielle. Don’t start feeling guilty here.
It was just a kiss. A wonderful intense mind to the sex to the
toes to the sex again kinda kiss. But still it’s just a
kiss. And besides you’re free. You washed your hands of the
warrior princess. You don’t owe her anything. You’re not
being unfaithful. Of course you were almost unfaithful that
night you learned Xena was pregnant and you were SURE she
cheated on you... but that was different. You were drunk and
angry and if not for Amarise stumbling into the back of that
tavern you might have very well did more than share one kiss
with that barmaid... That was foolish and stupid... but this
is nothing to feel foolish or stupid about. Eponin is a
wonderful friend and judging by that kiss she’s probably a
wonderful lover. But no more kisses. You’ve got to figure
out what you want for your life before you bring anyone else
into it... Okay... What was I doing?... Oh yeah, firewood.
"Look at
this!"
The excited voice
of August waving a huge salmon in Gabrielle's face caught her
attention to say the least.
"And she did
it all on her own," Eponin commended, patting the girl on
the back.
Gabrielle smiled.
"And I bet it will taste better than any fish you could
buy in Athens." Gabby winked.
"Can you show
me how to cut it, Eponin?" the young woman asked wiggling
it in front of her.
"You mean gut;
not cut, and, yes, I’ll show you," Eponin said waving
the girl over to a nearby rock. "Come on over."
Gabrielle watched
her ‘sidekicks’ begin the procedure as Eponin took a
moment to look up and admire the bard for a moment before
getting to her task. She gave a small wink and Gabrielle could
feel herself blush.
"This trip is
turning out a lot longer than I plan," Gabrielle mumbled
to no one but herself. "...and quite educational."
COMPLICATIONS
"Mother! Hold
on!"
Son of a Bachee!
Damn it, this hurts!
Xena teetered on
the edge of the cliff after losing her footing on a loose
rock.
"No!"
Hercules shouted to Eve who was going to try to scale back
down to get a grasp on Xena. "I’m immortal. You two
stay here," he ordered.
Xena’s good arm
that she used to hold onto the over hanging brush was getting
tired. She knew she couldn’t use the other one in spite of
the pain. Herc had to hurry or she was certainly going to lose
her grasp and fall to the valley below.
"Did you break
it?" Herc asked when he got close enough.
Xena knew just what
he was talking about. She could feel the arm limp at her side.
"Yeah, I think so... Gods be damned!"
"Just calm
down," Herc said sensing her distress. "We’ll get
you up the hill."
"That’s
great, but how am I supposed to get back down again like
this?" Xena jabbed.
"Let’s
concentrate on one problem at a time, shall we?" Herc
teased. "First, we have to get you back on the hill." He grinned
warmly. He got his footing and reached out grabbing Xena by
the back of her battle dress. With a strong heave he picked
her up, tossed her to the hillside.
"Arrgghhhhh!"
Xena exclaimed as she landed, sending an even larger shooting
pain up her arm. "For crying out loud! Did you have to
THROW me?!"
Eve and Ares came
over at that point to inspect her as Herc climbed back up to
join the others.
"Looks
broken," Ares said assessing Xena’s limb.
"No kidding,
Plato," Xena snapped back.
"We’ll have
to reset it," the ex-god told her. "It’s gonna
hurt like Hades, Xena," he warned her.
"How would you
know, Ares? At no point in your mortal life have YOU gone
through this," Xena taunted.
"Hey,"
Ares said getting short. "It’s not my fault you’re so
distracted thinking about that irritating blonde that you take
a header down the mountain."
"You son of a
- arggh." Xena was going stand up to charge Ares, but
when she put weight on her arm to hoist herself up she
realized that wasn’t going to happen. Besides, he’s
right, Xena considered. I think about her more and more
each day. One way or another I’ve gotta find her and get
things settled once and for all.
"Are you
ready?" Herc asked as he walked over to get a look at
Xena’s injury.
Xena turned her
head, biting into the shoulder strap of her breastplate. She
gave a brief nod.
"Ares, find
two of the straightest pieces of wood you can find. We’ll
have to make a splint... Come here, Eve," Herc
instructed. "Feel the arm... feel how it’s out of
place? Good. Keep touching it until you feel it together
again, okay?"
Eve nodded
nervously to Herc as she held her mother's arm.
"Ready?"
Herc asked Xena. Xena closed her eyes. She bit down and
nodded.
Without wasting
another moment, Herc gave a light twist, given his strength.
He didn’t want to make it worse than it already was or snap
her arm off entirely.
"It’s
in!" Eve told him.
"Good, hold it
there in place. Ares, the splints?"
Without comment,
Ares handed over the pieces of wood he managed to locate on
the hill.
"Very
good," Herc commended as he examined the wood. Ares only
nodded his thanks as he watched Herc and Eve wrap up Xena’s
arm with bandages.
"Can I do
something else?" Ares asked Herc.
"Yeah. Go get
my pack," he answered. As Ares left, Herc turned back to
Xena. "Iolaus made me take some of his special ‘brew’
for pain relief."
"What’s in
it?" Xena asked, her breathing labored in trying to fight
the agony of her arm.
"I don’t
know," Herc chuckled. "He won’t tell me his ‘secret’.
He made me take it on the trip... just in case," Herc
added.
"He’s a good
man," Xena said managing a grin through her pain.
"Yeah, he
certainly is," Herc agreed.
Ares returned with
bag in hand and Herc weeding through it until he found the
blue bottle. "Lift her up, Ares," he told the
ex-god.
Ares knelt behind
Xena and brought her to a sitting position as gently as
possible, letting the warrior princess use him as a cushion.
"Here Xena,
drink this," Herc told her lifting the vile to her lips.
Xena took a few
sips and made the most hideous of faces.
"Yeah, it
tastes pretty terrible, huh? But trust me, it works." He grinned.
"Eve get the water skin. Don’t drink the water,"
Herc instructed Xena as Eve retrieved the water pouch.
"Just swish it around your mouth to get rid of the taste.
If you drink you might dilute the potion."
When Eve handed
Xena the water skin she did as he advised.
"Thanks,"
she said as she wiped her lips. "Thanks to all of
you," she sighed.
Ares fingers
absently found their way to Xena’s hair stroking it as he
held her. For the first time since their adventure began Herc
noticed... Ares really did love Xena. But judging by the look
of discomfort that was rising to Xena’s face at the
affection gesture, he would never have her devotion.
Herc felt sorry for
Ares in some regard. Yes, they had their share of quarrels to
say the least, but still... unrequited love was one of the
worst feelings in the world. He knew the feeling. He knew that
feeling with the warrior princess herself. He wanted her to be
a part of his life forever, but Xena had matters to attend to
and would never be able to love him the way he needed. He
accepted that and wondered if Xena would ever find that love
everyone needs. The first time he saw the way Xena looked at
Gabrielle he realized... Xena had found her true match... It
was a pity that Ares never saw it. He would always pine for
something Xena could never give him – her heart. The warrior
princess’ heart was Gabrielle’s and Gabrielle’s alone.
"Well, there
it is," Herc said looking over the troop to the top of
the hill, "The Tree of Fieteus," he pointed.
TRUTHS
"I’ve
finished a new poem," August said in a shy tone.
"Would you like to hear it?"
"Certainly."
The bard grinned, looking up from sharpening her sais. The
only sounds to be heard were the chirping of a few crickets
and the crackle of the campfire. Nervously, August cleared her
throat.
"Toned and tan
she glistens in the sun. Her body moves like lightening and in
battle she never runs. Her hair is golden silk and blows
lightly in the breeze and I pray to the gods that someday that
she’ll look upon me. And in doing so I hope she sees the
truth that’s really there. Of all the friends and faces I’m
the one that really cares."
August fiddled with
the bottom of the parchment and chewed lightly on her upper
lip.
Oh boy.
Gabrielle’s fingers ran briefly through her growing locks,
stopping at her temple to nurse her headache, which suddenly
appeared. "August-."
"I love you,
Gabrielle."
August looked as
surprised as Gabrielle did by the omission.
"August, you’re
a wonderful girl-."
Gabrielle didn’t
have the chance to continue. Suddenly, she was bombarded with
the weight of the young lady upon her. Her lips latched
tightly to hers. But as quick as the ‘attack’ came,
Gabrielle had the girl by the upper arms, keeping her at bay.
"Listen to me,
August... please?"
Utter defeat washed
over the young girl’s face when she realized she wasn’t
quite as ‘wonderful’ as she assumed. Soon her cheeks
became red with embarrassment.
"I got some
huge rabbits!!" they heard Eponin say from behind them.
The amazon looked at the scenario in front of her - Gabrielle
with a firm grasp on August and August sitting in Gabrielle’s
lap. "Should I come back later?" Eponin asked
sarcastically at the display before her. I don’t believe
it. She refuses ME, but she’ll take up with that... that...
girl?
"It’s not
what it looks like," Gabrielle explained.
"And it never
will be either," August pouted rising to her feet.
"I’m going for a walk," she announced and turned
heel. "I’m sorry for being so foolish."
"August,"
Gabrielle called out. "Please stay. I want to speak with
you."
"I think you
said all you needed to say."
With that,
Gabrielle and Eponin watched August go into the woods.
Gabrielle let out a deep sigh and Eponin smiled.
"What’s so
funny?" Gabrielle asked thoroughly frustrated.
"You... you
sexy thing you," Eponin chuckled. "All the women
just go mad over you - myself included," she laughed.
"Well, you I
can handle." Gabby smiled as she stood up. "August,
however, is a little different."
"You’re
right you can handle me," Eponin said pulling the bard
closer by the waist. "Anyway you want by the way,"
she added in a smoky tone.
Gabrielle chuckled
in spite of a rising uneasiness about being so close to Eponin.
She cared deeply for Eponin, but she knew she didn’t love
her. At least not the way one should with a lover - the way
she loved Xena.
"I haven’t
been ‘handled’ in so long I think I’ve forgot how it
goes," Gabrielle joked to lighten the mood Eponin was
trying to set.
"It’s like
riding a horse... once you learn you never forget. And I’d
be more than happy to reintroduce you to... ‘handling’."
Eponin’s fingers stroked Gabrielle’s cheek and traced a
tiny pattern down to her lips.
Gabrielle closed
her eyes and against her better judgment she planted a light
kiss on Eponin's finger, which halted it’s movement.
Gabrielle opened her eyes and took Eponin’s free hand in
hers.
"It’s a
wonderful offer, but as I’ve said-."
"You’re not
ready," Eponin finished. "I understand. These things
take time and I’m not gonna push... Look, why don’t you
find the kiddo and do the heart-to-heart chat, okay? I’ll
get dinner going." Gabrielle smiled and pulled Eponin
down, giving her a light kiss on the cheek. "What’s
that for?" the ex-amazon asked.
"You’ve
really been wonderful to me these past few months when I’ve
needed it most. Thank you."
Eponin released her
hold and took Gabrielle gently by the hand, kissing her
knuckles. "No, thank you. I’m honored to be your
traveling companion. Now go find your admirer and set her
straight."
Gabrielle nodded
and started into the woods. She didn’t have to go far. She
found the young woman sitting on a fallen tree limb, soaked in
the moonlight.
"August,"
Gabrielle called gently. "Will you talk to me now...
please?"
"I have
nothing to say Gabrielle. I’ve already said too much."
"Hey
now," Gabrielle said taking a seat next to the young
lady, "That’s a beautiful poem, but you’ve got the
wrong woman. I’m not the one for you, honest. You might not
believe that now, but it’s true."
"Like I said,
I was foolish."
"No, don’t
say that," Gabrielle said firmly. "You’ve got a
lot of courage to put your feelings out like that. I’ve seen
‘braver’ people carry a torch for years and say absolutely
nothing about how they really feel out of fear." Like
Xena. "And I’ve cared for people too and couldn’t
give voice to it." Like me and Xena. "So don’t
ever think for a moment that you’re being a fool for telling
someone how you feel, especially when those feelings are full
of warmth and light. The true fool is one who never says
anything and let’s opportunities pass them by, never knowing
what could have been. You may win. You may lose. But at least
you were in the ‘game’."
That brought a
small grin to August’s face. "So what you’re saying
is that... it’s better to love and lose than to never love
at all."
Gabrielle
considered it a moment. "Yes, that’s exactly what I
mean."
"I should
write that down," August thought out loud. "That’s
pretty good. Remind me to put that on my parchment when I get
back."
It’s better to
have loved and lost than never have loved at all? Yeah that is
pretty good. In fact... that’s where I’m at now isn’t
it? I wished things had turned out differently. But in light
of it all I’m still grateful for the time we had together.
And I realize we both gave all we could to each other... this
past year just hasn’t been enough. And I can’t go on being
angry with Xena for not giving me something that she couldn't
give. I loved. And I lost. But the game was wonderful while it
lasted.
"What’s that
smile for?" August asked the bard as she watched the
growing smile on Gabrielle’s face.
Gabrielle tousled
the hair on top of the young woman’s head. "I don’t
think I’m angry anymore, Sweetie. That has nothing to do
with you and I know you have no idea what I’m talking
about," Gabrielle chuckled. "But trust me. It’s a
good thing." Because if I’m not mad... then I can
move on . . .wherever that may be...
DECISIONS
Xena, Eve, Hercules
and Ares all meandered slowly up to the tree. It was a
beautiful sight - Golden bark and leaves that bared silver
fruit shaped like ovals. Ares lead the way and wrapped his
fingers around the immortal food that was his for the taking.
A few moments passed, but he still hadn’t pulled the fruit
from the tree.
"Is there a
problem?" Xena asked getting a bit perturbed as she
waited impatiently for the former god to collect the prize
they had sought.
Ares let go of the
fruit and turned around. "As a God you wouldn’t give me
the time of day, but as a mortal... You’ve helped me far
greater than my expectations Xena... I love you... but I know
if I eat this and become immortal I’ll never have the chance
to win your love. As a mortal man I think I have that chance...
I don’t think I can do this. I’d rather risk death and
have a chance at winning your favor than to walk alone
forever."
The circle stood in
stunned silence for a moment.
"Excuse
me?!" Xena exclaimed. "We traveled all the way up
here. I broke my arm trying to get here. And NOW you decide
you don’t want to be immortal?! Please tell me he didn’t
just say that?" Xena added rhetorically to Herc, as she
began to pace.
"I don’t
think I can do it," Ares mumbled sincerely.
"Ohhh,"
Xena growled in frustration.
"Look,"
Eve offered going over to the tree and plucking an oval.
"Here," she said tossing it to the former god.
"Don’t eat it now. Take it with you and if you decide
to change your mind and become immortal you can eat it
whenever you please. Okay?"
She’d only known
her mother for the course of a few months, but in that time
Eve knew when Xena began to reach her ‘breaking point’. By
the speed of Xena’s pacing, Eve knew that ‘point’ was
close at hand. Perhaps offering a solution to both of them was
the key to keeping the peace.
"I’m gonna
kill him," Xena mumbled repeatedly as she walked back and
forth.
Herc stopped her on
one of her passes by him, "No you’re not," he told
her as diplomatically as possible. "I think Eve has a
wonderful idea. Take the fruit," Herc told Ares,
"and if the time comes that you change your mind it’s
all yours, okay?"
Ares walked over
and faced Xena. "I’m sorry," he told her
sincerely. "I appreciate what you’ve done for me here...
what all of you have done... but if I thought there was no way
at all that I could win your hand I’d eat this in a minute...
But I know that somewhere deep down inside, you love me too,
Xena."
Oh for crying
out loud... why me? Xena wondered silently as she pinched
the bridge of her nose, hoping to release the dull throb that
was beginning from her frustration. Patience, Xena. Focus.
Have patience.
"Ares,"
Xena began, "Thanks... but no thanks. I’m not going to
love you the way you want me too. That is never going to
happen because I found my true love... Granted, what I had
with you was special. There will always be this ‘bond’ I
have with you. But that’s not the course I want to take on
my life’s journey. Gabrielle is the one I want to travel
with in this life and the next and the next and the next. I
swear by any god or goddess’ you name, I will search until I
find her, in this life and all others. So, yes, I love you
too, Ares because you’ve helped me when no one else would, but
you’ll never be my soulmate... never. And that’s what you
need to find to really understand love... I’m sorry I can’t
be the one. I would, but... I’m already taken." Xena grinned
bittersweetly and kissed Ares on his cheek. She took the fruit
from his hand and placed it in his saddlebag. "Now let’s
find a way off of this rock."
"Maybe you can
call on your One God to help you," Ares playfully jabbed.
"I think the
One God helps those that help themselves," Xena countered
with a grin as she considered a way down the mountain. Hey!
I got it! "But we might still have some help from
Olympus." Xena turned and faced the valley below taking a
deep breath. "Aphrooooditeeeeee!" she yelled as loud
as she could.
A glittering shower
appeared as the Goddess of Love materialized.
"You
rang?" she replied with a teasing grin.
"Yes, I did.
Do you think there’s anyway you could... you know... do your
goddess thing and get us outta here?" Xena asked, unsure
of how Dite would respond.
Dite looked to Herc
first who gave a guilty shrug.
"So you got up
here, but now you can’t get down, huh? Bummer babe,"
she responded as she started to fade away.
"Hold
on!" Herc called, making her come back to her solid form
again. "Look, I know that Ares and Xena aren’t your
favorite folks in the world," Herc began. "But I’d
really appreciate it if you’d lend us a hand... so please...
will you help us?"
Dite crossed her
arms in defiance and looked at the group around her.
"She killed my
husband," Dite said pointing to Xena. "Hephaestus is
gone and all because of that little brat, whom Ares swore to
take care of," she added pitching a thumb to Eve and
Ares. "... I’ll get you off the mountain Herc, but the
rest of them-."
"No. All of
us," Herc insisted. "I can’t leave them
here."
Dite let out a deep
sigh. "If I do this you owe me big time, got it?"
"Always,"
Herc answered, extending his hand in a deal. As soon as they
locked palms, both of them they disappeared. Seconds later
Dite was back.
"Who’s
next?"
"Her,"
Xena and Ares said in harmony as they both pointed to Eve. The
warrior and former god shared a grin for thinking the same
thing as Dite and Eve disappeared.
A few seconds
later, Dite returned. "Next!" she said impatiently.
"Ladies
first," Ares replied to the two women.
"How
gallant," Dite snickered. With that Dite and Xena were
gone and Ares stood alone on the hill.
Seconds later, Dite
appeared. "Looks like it’s just you and me Bro,"
she replied as she returned.
"Yeah, it
looks that way," Ares answered. When he didn’t give a
sarcastic reply, Dite looked deeper and could see his
heartbreak.
"Ares,"
she began, "It’s all for the best. Xena’s right about
this... She’s not the one for you."
Ares gave a light
chuckle in spite of his dark mood. "So tell me ever
powerful goddess of love, will the ex-god of war ever find
love?"
"Most
definitely." She grinned. "But it’s gonna take time so
hang onto that fruit. Ya might need it," she answered
giving him a chuck on the shoulder. "Come on, let’s get
you somewhere safe, okay?"
Ares nodded and
with that they vanished from the hill.
Herc, Eve and Xena
all looked around at their surroundings, trying to place the
town they were standing in when Dite returned alone.
"Where’s
Ares?" Eve asked.
"I sent him on
another path," Dite answered. "Your path is
here," she told Xena and Eve.
"And just
where is ‘here’?" Xena asked.
"About three
towns from Athens, in a tiny town called Aterrus," Dite
answered.
"Athens?"
Xena asked. "I have to get to Potiedaia," she
stressed.
"Look,"
Dite replied. "There’s a big bad warlord on the way
here and these folks need your help. It would be WISE, hint
hint, to stick AROUND," she added.
"No,"
Xena answered, with the bard being the only thing on her mind.
"Everything else came first before Gabrielle and this
time I’m putting her front and center. I can’t stay
here."
Dite sighed.
"Are all warriors this thickheaded?" she asked Herc.
Herc just chuckled. "Listen, babe," Dite began.
"I’ve heard your thoughts. I’ve listened to your
conversations and I can see your ready and rarin’ to get
your bard back, so trust me... hang out here, take in the
sights, go easy on the mead... Poteidaia is not the place you
want to be right now. Get it?" Realization washed
over Xena’s face and she started to look around the town.
"Relax... she’s not here. Not yet anyway, so just
chill."
"Thank
you," Xena said sincerely.
"Don’t thank
me," Dite said. "I’m just setting up locale. The
events to follow will all be your doing so you better make
damn sure you make the right choices. Gabrielle isn’t mad
anymore so that means one of two things - she’ll move on
with someone new or she’ll consider trying to build a life
with you again... This is your moment of truth warrior
princess so don’t blow it."
Xena nodded
self-assured in the fact she could ‘do the right thing’
and she couldn’t hold back her grin at the prospect of
seeing Gabrielle again. I’m going to see her again!
she thought excited. She missed her so much and the ache
returned stronger than ever. A moment later, however, a
butterfly feeling grabbed her stomach and a nervous nature
took over despite her joy. Oh Lord I’m going to see her
again. What am I going to do? What am I going to say-?
"Well, little
bro what do you think?" Dite said to Herc halting Xena’s
worried mind long enough to hear their conversation.
"Time to get you back to that hunky blonde in the
cottage?"
Herc chuckled.
"Sure, as long as you think Xena can handle things here
in the village."
"Who? The
warrior princess?" Dite teased. "Oh yeah... this
little pissant won’t be a problem. She’s a big gal - she
can handle it. Now we’ll get to see if it’s true if she
can fight with one hand tied behind her back," Dite
remarked, pointing to Xena’s arm.
"Very funny." Xena grinned.
Dite winked and put
her arm around Herc. "Kudos, chicky babies. We’re outta
here," she said snapping her fingers.
"Good luck,
Xena," Herc told her as they began to vanish. Xena knew
that Herc wished her well in the upcoming battle, but these
well wishes meant something deeper - her relationship with
Gabrielle.
"Thanks for
everything, Hercules," she told him sincerely before he
was out of sight.
Once alone, Eve and
Xena looked around them. "So now what?" Eve asked.
"Well,"
Xena said putting her arm around her daughter’s shoulder,
walking deeper into town. "We hang out here, take in the
sights, go easy on the mead." Xena grinned.
"And we wait
for her," Eve added.
"Yes,"
Xena agreed. "We wait for her."
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